Chapter5

Chapter 5: future

OHNO!!!

SAM: he wanted to live another life than his mother who was pregnant when she was
16. Sam wanted to go to college, have a good education, look for the right woman and get children grew them up with his perfect wife. His plan was having a well paid job so he could buy toys for his baby and food…Everything should be perfect for his children!

ALICIA: My parents already have planned my live; they started when I was burn and wanted that I go to college and have a good education, look for a kind man and married him build
a big house in a good quarter, get a baby or/ and be successful…Everything should be perfect before the baby was born!

But everything came totally different…..
I am 16 and my boyfriend too, so far so good; the problem is: I am pregnant! Already!
We don’t have have an education, none of us have a job; don’t earn money, we go to school, we didn’t married already.
Have no money to live in an own flat, we can’t buy toys for our baby or something to eat…

That is it what Sam and me never wanted and what I have never thought about. I never could imagine that I would be so careless and have sex with a 16 year old boy without a condom!
What shell I do now, my parents, my friends, the school, my education, my boyfriend ( but I am not together with him at the moment), the money, my hobbies…..
All of this will be the past! I already miss it!!!!