…I did the pregnancy test, alone without Sam. And… the result… like I suspected…. positive. I am pregnant!!!
I tried to call the baby’s father; I couldn’t reach him, but didn’t take care about Sam
because I already knew that from my ex- boyfriend.
I was sure that he switched off his mobile phone to get a few minutes for his own to process his feelings and thoughts and to come back soon to talk with me about our joint future.
That were my thoughts… until Sam’s mother called my and asked whether I had seen her son. eh would have left home for a very very long time! When i heared that
I got angry; maybe he will never come back and leave my alone with the child because he was afraid of responsibility…. Or maybe something dangerous had happened; Sam had an accident or something like that…. Until that call I was afraid about the future.
I was nervous; I was angry about the reaction my parents would do when I sat there and say them that I will get a baby. I didn’t know what would happen with school and didn’t know what my friends would say….
I missed the baby’s father; who shell I talk to, nobody knows that I am pregnant!!
I love him and the baby needs a father, I can’t educate the child, lonely!!! I can not imagine that he will never come back to his mum, to my, his family!!!
That can’t be truth, I thought!! Where shell he goes to, he has no money and no clothes…
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